<- Monday, Jan. 13, 2003 * 8:44 p.m. ->
I really want to say something profound, be something special, mean more to the world and the people around me. But who is to say that I am or that I am not something special or profound. I don't believe that I ever could be. I so want to be. I have no self worth. I want to know why, if I ever had it and if so where the hell it went. Who took it from me and how do I get it back?
What am I searching for in life? Am I looking for a higher being, I believe in God, although I don't believe that he believes in me. So what do I want or more importantly what do I need?
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