<- Monday, Feb. 03, 2003 * 7:02 p.m. ->
I want to talk to her. Today was her birthday. I left a message on her answering machine. I know she is probably out having a good time. I just want to talk to her. I hate it that I miss her as soon as she is gone. It doesn't seem like she is on my mind 24/7 like before, but she is there alot. It makes me happy just being near her. I feel like I can be more honest with her than anyone I know. I feel like I could actually find and be the real me when she is around.
I love her eyes and her smile. I want to go places and do things with her. I want to hear her play piano and go horse back riding with her. I want to win the lottery so I can spend it on her. I want to hold her. I want to smell her hair. I want to kiss her slow and long. I want to wisper all this to her. I think in essence I just want her all of her.
What do you think that means?
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