<- 2004-03-23 * 12:49 p.m. ->
I am back to feeling like life is nothing but a complete waste of time, like nothing you do could possibly make a difference, you know it seems like everything is already planned out you are just following a script. I would like to believe that things are different than that. I really would. I want to believe that I can truly changes things and make them the way I want them.
Life is�
Crazy/Boring
Beautiful/Ugly
Love/Hate
Bright/Gray
Up/DOWN
And that is all at the same time. How do you work with that? I try to take it one step at a time, but when each step ahead looks like it is about to fall into an abyss how do you keep walking?
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2004-06-10 - Bye Bye
2004-06-02 - FAT FUCKING BITCH ( THAT'S ME)
2004-06-01 - ME (YUCK)
2004-05-12 - New house!
2004-04-15 - Good and Bad