<- 2004-01-05 * 8:43 p.m. ->
I definitly need some kind of drug or something that removes all fashion of laziness from ones personality. It is the thing I hate most about myself, and the thing I seem least likely to ever change. I think I have talked about this before. I just don't know how to do anything but talk about it. Since to change it would require that I actually have will power and motivation. Why can't I just get that one wish to come true. I am no longer lazy. I am motivated, determined, ambitous. Seeing as being lazy inhibits all those things. Is it really my fault I am lazy, or was I just born that way. If it is my fault, shouldn't it be easier to change. Maybe I should start taking speed, then I would have no choice but to be bouncing off the walls. Oh who the hell knows. I will probably get all my energy the day before I die!
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2004-06-10 - Bye Bye
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2004-06-01 - ME (YUCK)
2004-05-12 - New house!
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