<- 2003-07-26 * 9:59 p.m. -> I wanted to write happy stuff about how we are going on a family trip and how fun it is going to be. That�s what I wanted to do anyway. But he won�t let shit just be happy. And that just hurts. I just don�t know how to make him see. And I am tired of my heart hurting. But I don�t want a divorce, I really don�t. Maybe one day he will trust me. I find that hard to believe in though, since we have been together for 11 years and he has yet to do it. *in very small voice she says* woo hoo I am going on a cruise,
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