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<- 2003-05-14 * 11:43 a.m. ->

I want to cry.

I want to scream.

I want to not feel.

Damn it!

I want to let it go. I want to be nonchalant about it. But I can�t seem to do it. I sat there for four hours last night, switching between worry and anger. I kept thinking she won�t do this to me. She won�t just not call. She won�t say she is coming by and then not do it. She must be hurt and can�t get to a phone. And I know she will call me as soon as she can get to one. Well I would be wrong in all those assumptions. Damn it. I just feel like forgotten. Oh well I am going to try to just let it go. I am going to try not to be pissed and let down. But I am not promising anything.

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