<- 2003-05-03 * 3:51 p.m. ->
I really don't write how I feel anymore. I don't really want anyone to know that much about me anymore. I don't want anyone to have that much power over me. I hate that it could so easily be given. But I want to be strong. I want to be independent.
But on the other side of that is the fact that I can't be that way. I love it when being around someone makes me happy. I love that other people can make or break my day. Vince can make or break my moods. His happiness or lack there of affects me. I think that is good. It means I care. It means how he feels matters to me.
My kids can make or break my day. When they are happy I am happy. When they are sad so am I. I feel what the people I love feel. I don't know if that makes me lucky or unlucky. But I guess I would prefer to feel rather than to not.
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