<- 2003-05-02 * 5:44 p.m. ->
The urge to be with a women again is driving me crazy. I so just want to hold and touch and be close to someone like that. I don't know I can literaly feel it in every pore of my body.
I don't really want to stop feeling this way. I just want to know that it will happen again. I want to know that I don't have to just hope that it will. I want to find a girlfriend. Someone that understands I want to stay married. And that I want a relationship with them too. I know that is very unlikely to happen. And it is seriously wrong in many ways. But it is kinda like a lays potato chip when it comes to sex with a women you can't just have one.
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