<- 2003-04-02 * 5:34 p.m. ->
God I want to RUNAWAY! Far far far far far away.
I want to get away from everyone and everthing, NOW. I just can't take anymore. I am so overwhelmed that I feel like I am suffocating. I feel like I am being crushed from the weight of it all.
I just can't think straight. I need to not have to think for awhile.
You would think numbness would be good. But I am starting to wonder if I will ever feel anything definite, clear or decisive again.
The only thing I do feel is pressure in my chest or the urge to cry.
I just don't know what to do with myself. I think I need some prozac or something like that. Actually I don't care what it is just dope me up!
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2004-06-10 - Bye Bye
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2004-05-12 - New house!
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