Well so far I have done it.

I am sitting at Katie's house right now.

I still have no idea what I want.

I think I want my family.

I think I want my husband.

But I don't want to hurt him anymore.

If I can fall in love with someone else once, who is to say I won't do it again.

I would love to fall back in love with him.

I want to make sure that is what I want.

I am going to work through this.

I hope that I will make the decision that is best for everyone.

I hope I do.

2004-06-10 - Bye Bye
2004-06-02 - FAT FUCKING BITCH ( THAT'S ME)
2004-06-01 - ME (YUCK)
2004-05-12 - New house!
2004-04-15 - Good and Bad