<- Friday, Jan. 31, 2003 * 9:44 p.m. ->
So I had a really good day today. I spent pretty much the whole day just hanging out with her. We talked like we did before everything happened, it was very nice, I had really missed that. We went to eat. And walked around the mall. I felt comfortable with her again, and that was the most important thing.
I do know now that I am still extremely attracted to her. I have such an extreme urge to take care of her, it tends to be very scary. I don�t think I am in love with her, but then again maybe I am. I think it is probably best if I don�t try to figure that one out for sure. I do want her to be in my life always, but I can handle it just being friends.
She asked if I would let her read this. I told her that she could if she promised she wouldn�t get mad. She said she wouldn�t. I don�t know though. Because I don�t know if I would get mad with some of the stuff I write in her it tends to get pretty intense.
My husband did good though. She was here at the house when he got home. And he was very cool.
I am going to take life a day at a time. I think I could seriously over think this. I am going to try not to. But all in all it was a very nice day.
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