<- 2002-12-16 * 5:35 p.m. ->
I had another one of my friends tell me I need to end my relationship with her. I know in my heart that she is right. That the right thing to do is to let her go. I know this, I really do.
So why can't I?
I can't, I tried. It didn't work.
So now I am back to the what should I do thing. My husband knows I can't let her go. I think he accepts that.
I just want to know what I want. And I have no idea. God this is so pathetic.
Would she want me if I was single? Should that make the difference between me staying or going? I need to figure this out and I don't know where to start.
I am sooooo scared!
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2004-06-10 - Bye Bye
2004-06-02 - FAT FUCKING BITCH ( THAT'S ME)
2004-06-01 - ME (YUCK)
2004-05-12 - New house!
2004-04-15 - Good and Bad