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<- 2002-12-11 * 6:20 p.m. ->

I am not coping well right now, not at all. I want someOne to talk to. I want someOne to cry to. I want my Mom. Would she understand. Her 27 year old, married daughter has fallen in love with and 19 year old girl. Why did I let this happen. Why do I let myself feel like this. I think I am so past gone. Right now I just want to not feel. I want to crawl in bed and never get out. I want to fall into a deep black sleep and never wake up! I want to...........

I GIVE UP!

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